Love's Vacance

Ahh! I'm sorry for not updating for a long while! I moved out of my grandma's place last week and I've yet to get Siwon connected. I really need to update this because I forgot about the Hello USA store and I really need to change the address on there. ;; Oh, and I need to add Brian's album on the list as well!

Yesterday was Chu and mine first month anniversary! We really didn't do anything particularly special ... but I did get some new boots (for 25$!), a new belt, and a cute tshirt! I was surprised at the total but Chu said that I deserved it.

He also told me that I really should stand up to my mom about her leaving Killer - and that she'll always treat me like a dog if I just let her. What brought it up was that Dad had called and said that he was going to talk to Mom about it and I told him it wasn't worth it. That all she's going to say is that:

• I brought it upon myself.
  
• Killer is my dog. She was just doing her job in reuniting us.
  
• My phone shouldn't have been off.

And just generally make me feel like shit for saying anything. Basically, the whole damn cycle again. I just really don't want to deal with her anymore. I really want to cut her out of my life but as long as my brother's with her, and as long as I talk to him, she'll always want to talk to me. As much as I want to talk to my brother, I don't want to deal with her.

It's easy to say, "No, I don't want to talk to you." But she'll make me feel guilty about it. And she'll talk to me whether I want her to or not.

But uh anyway. After that, we came back to Chu's dorm and well. Just watched videos all night. XD But I did get him addicted to Subway. We visited McKenna in the Mills and she had me do a sandwich run for her and when Chu got wind on how much a six-inch costs, he was done. XD I think we both ate about four sandwiches. ;; And after he comes back from doing a project with his friend, we're going to go back.

Anyway, I'll ask Ally if her dad can help me log on to the internets soon. I miss you guys so much. ._. Oh. Right! I have my flash drive with me! I need to get some songz. Suggestions? (And especially now that I'm getting into Jay Chou CPOP thanks to Chu XD)